The screams are silent in your mind
Are silent to the world instant mad insanity
Shattered –
Shattered –
Crushed –
Tainted –
Misery at its worse
Mind open to emotional
Tortured Screams within
Bringing the self mind to
Unthinkable thoughts
Paranoid and unknown
People move about
Unknown unbelievable actions.
The mind searches for away
Run, run, run away
Fear clouds the mind and
The spirit, you – are hostage
In this place of grief, a
Room with no doors.
Something shredding the soul
Your body is moving objects
Make a tornado sphere
Is death cold? I hear and
See s line of trombones plays
Soulful marching into the distance.
The rain red fills the space covers
the floor. Finally, madness has rule
over the mind. I will swim for eternity
In the bloody vexation of my soul.
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The Last Chapter 
Wow. Very dark place. I feel the torture.
May there be some inner light somewhere in eternity…for all of us.
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Thank you Sheila for the comment, it was appreciated. Yes, it was a dark place, I wrote it last May in the hospital when diagnosed with cancer, while fighting several other things like, I now have not immune system. I posted it just as I wrote it, no changes, or checks. I am now in a place of darkness in the hospital last week. I continue to fight. I love hearing from you, one of my favorite followers. E. 🙂
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Bless your heart, my friend.
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